Still Struggling…

I wish for you, the Mountains peace, the scented air of pines, I wish that you may always walk beneath the sun shines.

My husband came home yesterday with beautiful piece of  French porcelain, a lovely vegetable bowl with pale pink Mums …. he said he purchased” it just  in case ” my sister and I ever got back together, as a gift for her.The  irony is that, after the hateful things she said about him is. that he is so forgiving.  God knows I’ve tried to sort through this I have taken the 10th step inventory; and I certainly found areas where I could’ve done better.

  I don’t honestly think, that I can be around her; continuing to act like everything is fine, while feeling this way.  More to come as I sort through this.